Im tired of feeling this way. I know it would be right for me to let go but no matter how much I tell myself to do it, I cant. I tell myself that its better to never see you again, but no matter how much I try to forget, it always makes me remember all the good times we had, and even the bad, and how much I regret the things Ive done, all the things Ive said.
It’s like screaming that no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed that someone could be that impotant that without them you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopless but nothing can save you. And when it’s over and it’s gone you almost wish you could have all that bad stuff back so that you could have the good.
Missing someone isnt about how long its been since youve seen them last or the amount of time since youve talked. Its about that very moment when youre doing something and you wish that they were right there with you.
Last night I hugged my pillow and dreamt of you…I wish that someday I’d dream about my pillow and I’d be hugging you.